Funk

I have been in such a funk lately. I want to get things done, but I just don't have the motivation to do them most of the time. My house is mostly clean, especially the revolving stuff like laundry and dishes, but my bathrooms aren't. And the dust? Oh my god, the dust. But I just don't get to it. I have been reading more, but I can't always focus on that either. And I feel like I am so out of touch with everybody. Even when I am being social, and in a group, I feel like I am floating out of myself, just watching it all happen instead of really being there. It's enough to make me wish for all the meds back.

But anyway, things have been busy around here. My M-I-L and I threw a shower for my husband's stepsister. Wow, that sounded complicated. She is getting married this Saturday. It was so quick, from the time of the announcement to the wedding date that most of the family has been asking when the baby's due. Classy, I tell ya, we are just so classy.

She has asked J and I to take pictures at the wedding. Both of us are kind of dreading it. She can tend to be a bit of a bridezilla, but you get what you pay for, and we're free, so I don't know what she thinks is going to happen. It should be interesting.

But for now, I am sitting by my open windows, listening to a light thunderstorm that has blown in. It's barely thundering, and the rain is just heavy enough, and constant. I've never been a fan of storms, but this one sounds absolutely tropical.